For Sean, Rosie and Maria
I love you
And I miss you
So much
I've often thought what to put here,
wondering if any of you will ever read this.
Over time, I've become less sensitive to what people might think
if I told the truth.
After all, what does it really matter now?
You believed your mother when she told you that I didn't love you,
when in reality, in her blind and misguided hatred, she lied to you.
I tried
SO HARD
to stay in contact with you all
but she fought hard to see that I couldn't,
lying to the Courts, CACFASS, her family, herself
and, worst, of all to you.
I hope that you are wise enough, and well-read enough, to realise that
there are two sides to every story.
I'd like you to hear mine,
and you would finally learn the truth.
if you want to, you can contact me here
